31.

More than anything I feel like this weekend has made me feel like a conqueror. To face my deepest darkest battles, resolve the disputes, cut the bullshit. This weekend allowed me to let go. Which more than anything is what I needed in this world. God showed me he was there and for that I am forever grateful. Words I heard from people I will take with me forever, my moments with God I will hold on to forever, I feel as if I've learnt more about myself and how to trust god more. It was a wake up call to reality, God saved me from my darkness. I want to be a better person. I'm ready for God's plan, I know it will be the hardest thing for me but I truly feel that it is now my calling. Even though things aren't 100% perfect, I know they'll never be but I trust and believe now more than anything that things will be alright and I'm happy. Just happy. That's all I ever want to be. Happy.