I feel like i'm on another journey to find my inner self once again. people telling me here and there all my life "you're not pretty" to "eat healthy" now that i'm "too skinny" and now i'm getting sick all the time. I'm battling with myself to be that excitable maddy i used to once be but i just don't know, right now i don't know where the teen spirit is. Right now I'm just lost.