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Everyday is a new beginning for each and every one of us. Everyday is a new learning experience for each and every one of us. There's that time in your life you'd never think would come. When you start to make decisions for your own life. I'm confronted with all this shit I'd never think I'd have to think about and a lot of it hurts. I just wish it was that easy but it's not. I question myself a lot and where I'm headed and if I'm on the right track with who I am. Right now I've never felt so spiritually weak but it's a different kind of weak. I've never felt like this before. I feel like I'm tryna reach out but I constantly find myself behind a locked door that I can't open. It's not that I'm straying away from my faith, I just can't seem to find it. I don't know. I know we have those days right and it confuses me but one thing I know for sure is that the situation I'm in now is a test for me because nothing is ever perfect. Nothing is ever easy.