for what it is, I'm trying to put the past behind me. I don't wanna be one of those girls who are constantly comparing themselves to others and 'trying' too hard to be better then them. I believe in positivity and w God's grace, I know I will be able to rid myself of any type of negativity or bitter feelings towards people. I won't let my old feelings kill me again because there's no point in holding negative energy towards someone. I just want to feel peace. I don't wanna distance myself from anybody, but I don't wanna get close either. I guess right now I'm just thankful that God has given me the strength in the hard times.