It's those times when you come to a realisation how blessed you are to be given the things you have been given. I can honestly say I'm thankful for all the hardships and the trials that have molded me into the person I am today. God has truly blessed me w the best people. I just feel ashamed to take all of this for granted and push God away when really it's these times I should draw myself closer to God. Not just when I am suffering. I'm just so thankful and happy.