Dear Jed,

It's November 23, Jed's birthday, lol duh. It's actually kinda weird writing this blog post, I feel like I haven't written one in so long. For the people that don't already know. there's this dude. His name is Edmund. Lmao! And I seem to have caught some deep feelings for him. He truly is like one of the most important people to me now, call me crazy but idk, I've honestly never felt this way about a person before. It's actually funny because I remember saying to myself that there was nobody for me out there. I never thought someone could care about me the way I did for them. It just makes me feel so blessed and thankful. God answered my prayer. It might have only been a few months that we have gotten to know each other but to be honest, I feel like I've known him forever. I never believed in the fairytale shit but now, with everything that has happened, It makes me believe that maybe love does exist. I've never felt more myself when we talk, I've never felt so happy when thinking about someone. I've never felt more content and secure with someone, like I wouldn't worry that he will leave me for someone else. I have no doubts in my mind that he is truly God's gift to me. He was the person I prayed for. All it took was patience hey.. So on his special birfffday (21-lol old). I just wanted to let him know that I'm thankful for everything that he is and how he makes me happy, he's my soul mate, gift from God and everything else. ♥ lol gay