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Can somebody explain to me why I am able to trust the right people, why do I find the bestest of friends. The perfect friends who don't lead me astray and yet I will always fall in love with the wrong person? There's definitely something in me that needs to be fixed. I can't stop thinking of the time I was told "you fall in love so easily" because. I never actually came to a realization of just how true that was. I don't think there's anything wrong with it, but for the wrong person it creates a huge amount of pain which is pretty much what has been happening to me over and over and over. I don't know. I fear this so much I really don't wanna mess something up. I don't want to fall for anyone I know will hurt me. and I don't want to hurt anyone who doesn't deserve it. Honest people are important. I just had to say that and maybe that's all I need.. Maybe that's the difference. Honesty..