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Because with the commitment i've made. With what I said I'd do I take my word. If you want to tell someone to do something you need to apply yourself first. It's the hardest thing. For a long time I've just been having a battle in my mind, is this wrong? How will my actions affect others? I think of the people I love the most and wonder what their views would be if they saw me in the wrong? What do they want to see for them to be proud. I put myself in their shoes. I guess that's just what you have to do sometimes. Put yourself in someone elses shoes because sometimes we don't see our own faults. Everyday is a stepping stone towards eternal life and that's what I believe I live for. It's what I believe we live for, it's what i grew up on. We get carried away with our selfish desires. This is one heck of a challenge. but I know I remember.. I'm not perfect. yeah. No one is perfect. I don't expect to be perfect.