40.

Every now and again I do think of you. I wonder how you're going. I wonder if you're happy. I wonder what your life is like. Lol I guess when you were best friends with someone for a long time you just can't get rid of them like that. I miss you. As a friend. But sometimes I feel like you never even valued it. The friendship. My mind is just going round and round. One part of me is proud of me for having the strength to stand my ground. Not to give in to you again after giving you so many chances. But there's that part that says 'I lost someone who made me so happy.' sometimes you just have to let go. Ps. Happy 40th post woooo xo