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I'm thankful for so much. Funny. We tend to look at one bad thing and centralize that until we can no longer see all the good. Whenever I complain or see something in a negative light I think of what I do have or what this 'negative' situation will do to me. If there's one thing I'm absolutely sure of, its gods way of setting out our lives. There is perfect timing for everything. Every suffering I've come out of, each time I spent doubting god, hating god and others around me. It's not really an ideal lifestyle. They say hurt people hurt people. And I guess that was happening to me but why spread hurt onto someone who doesn't deserve it? It's challenging but I want to break the habit of complaining about the small things even like 'I don't wna work' I just believe it's more than alive to be given the chance to live life freely.