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Do you have something or someone that no matter what motivates you to keep pushing through life. When everything goes downhill you think of that thing and you just know everything will be alright. I know that whenever life gets hard I'm going to get stronger. We never know what's coming our way but just like a mother disciplining her child god holds the best of intentions for each and every one of us. It's the hardest of times when we are called to find ourselves and to keep up with who we are because life isn't perfect and neither are we. I'm sorry for the people I've hurt with my growth. Im sorry if you feel that I don't make effort and I'm careless. I don't mean it. But I can't explain myself. I guess I've just learned to prioritize what's important to me and sometimes what's important to me isn't to you and what's important to you isn't to me. I hope I don't come across selfish. I'm a different person. We are all different people. Just know that even though I'm not 'there' I will always be there.