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Those times when you just feel unbelievably helpless. Well yeah that's me right now. One of those times when you know something has to happen no matter how much it pains you. I don't want to see you go through what I went through and I'm here for you. It struck me a lot because it was like I was revisiting the past. You probably don't know how much you mean to me. Siblings don't say it that much to each other but you mean everything to me. We are the only children Dad left behind. That's special there will never be anyone on this planet who will be like us. Nobody like you. I want the best for you and though the hardest times are ahead like I told you, I will ALWAYS be here for you, we have to go through the storm to see the rainbow. Stay strong. Keep enduring until the end. You know your potential so prove them wrong. Don't do anything to hurt yourself. Please. I love you. Sincerely yours, ate. xo