26.

I used to give a fuck. Then I realized I couldn't be bothered to care about other people's shit. It's enough to help but not to carry another problem. It's probably true the fact that people who are actually hurting a lot inside put on an aggressive front to make it appear like they're strong. You can probably see many elements of that within me. I'm not going to lie, I am a very broken person, I can admit that because I know I am. I guess everything fell down because at the time I thought I'd healed my brokenness I was heavily tested and am still being tested. It's okay. I never claimed to be a perfect person, who is? I know my faults but I know healing takes time this isn't a fix over night problem. I know that good things will come to those who wait. Even when my faith is at it's lowest I know that something is coming my way.