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Do you ever stop and reflect on what your life is now. Re-think the trials and question how you were ever to overcome those complications. Do you gain inspiration from your stories and gain wisdom from your past. Failure to me is introspective along with any other situation that make us poignant. Those are the darkest of times. Confusion arises. Anomalous perceptions occur. Almost like living inside a nightmare. Exploration of thought and experience continue to startle me. There's never nothing to think about it's just the way in which we think about things which can really alter and twist our lives for the good or for the bad. In a mechanical mind like mine it's hard to justify where I'm headed. Interminable questions entwined with morally obligated feelings. It's funny how true it is when they say that when you're psychologically involved the problem is 10 times harder. All I have is words. I'm Filled with them. Filled with thoughts. It's not over-thinking though. I guess this is why blogging is good for me. ahaha xo - maddy