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I'm not one of those girls who will need to go through a massive down fall just to pave the way for my future. I don't need to make a big mistake to know what's right. I don't know how many times I've said this but to live life takes strength. What do people think 'strength' is these days. The term is defined to be having gone through large obstacle's and to overcome them. I often hear people will always tell me "you're such a goodie." Yes. I am. But I don't define myself to be a "goodie" I just know where I stand and I've tried to grow up without overexposing myself to let the world know what mistakes I have made along the way. No, I'm not a hypocrite. I'm a learner. I speak on what I believe is right and keep my sanity because I don't believe acting in another way would really be me. I want to be the person I was raised to be. I want to be the person I want to be. The person my dad wants me to be and most importantly The person God wants me to be. It takes real strength to be YOU and until you can actually define who YOU are and what YOU stand for, you'll be caught up in a massive knot trying to find your way out because you won't know where to begin with yourself. That's what's wrong with the world, nobody knows who they are and they can't free themselves because they won't let themselves. Your inner soul is held back.