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If someone tells you something that is not you never give in to it, don't listen to it. Things never got as hard as it did when I was in your presence. The constant ridicule, still up to this day you have that power over me and no matter how strong I think I am you can say one thing that can cut real deep. There is nothing I hate more in the world than the act of comparison. That shit hurts. It's what you'll never understand. Because you're filled with pride. Your pride leads you to think you're better at everything. Yes maybe you exceed in areas of your life where I fall or am just average at. And because you're family it makes it easier to be able to revisit my past. I never forgot how I felt and the way I was treated. Those years were the hardest times of my life because nobody was ever there to say that YOU were wrong. nobody was ever there to say to me that I am special in my own way. It hurts because I always imagine what life would be like if things were different. But I learnt. I learnt from that experience. That strength is what you need. That maybe I don't want to be the smartest person. Maybe I wanted to humble. I learnt maybe I wanted peace. Intellect can only take you so far. Remember, Humility made us angels, Pride changed us into devils. Whatever you say to me. No matter what. I know who I am and you don't, you aren't me you will never know what it's like to be me.