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And one of the hardest things to do in life. To act like you don't care about something/someone you care a lot about. The act of forgetting someone who meant so much. Going back to strangers. The more I think about this I think about how we're total strangers. It makes me think what would happen if you were the one in my shoes? If you knew how much I cared and had you have known would you have made somewhat of an effort? Or even try to save what was falling into pieces? This is what makes us believe that we won't ever be special to anyone. The feeling of hurt and rejection. It leads us to a closure of heart to never want to feel/care for anyone ever again. We have trust issues. The reason as to why people are so careless i'll never know. But I do know we're all different and some people's definition to commitment maybe different to another's. I always thought that I meant something to you, so much I let you hurt me a numerous amount of times. There comes a time where we have to step back and do what's best for us. I knew that being nothing was what I had to do. We're just two different people. We've grown apart.